Wednesday, June 28, 2006
so bloddy tired. hahaz. basically, the more than 12 hrs of TFA drained out my energy. i tink i prefer not goin 4 classes. oh god. pls dun b back 2 my lazy mode again.
i cant wait 4 de production camp. when i can spend more time wif my frenz, pusaka seni n oso de whole of MCG. n guess wad? i can wear de pants i bought last yr oready. the one where u haf 2 tie n if u dun tie properly can see ur legs one. hehe. i learnt from yana, bedah, khai n primadonna how 2 wear. yeay yeay.
went 2 sch at 9am today. skipped de makeup for comm skills at 8am n makeup lecture for computer applications at 1pm. bored to death. hung out wif de homies. watched de hot babes dance during lunch time CPF competition thingy. went back n played sum drums wif de dikir. afiq taught me sum beats. i wanna try it again 2mr ah. headed home at 4pm wif elfi. he was 3/4 dead liao. i hopes he realii went home n sleep. i pity him la. i dun see him fresh n smiley. so boring.
i slept when i got home. wif de makeup dat kak sue put on 4 me still on. dat shows how exhausted i was. woke up, had a bath. my hair is still scorpion. hehe. oh yah, i bought the STYLE magazine. n am so happy dat i got the shades. haha.
oh yah, i made a lot of new frenz yesterday during de rhsl at TFA.
Primadonna. she is such a nice person. so frenly. no. very very very frenly. n she is so pretty. n dances well. gosh. i aint lesbian bt these r my thoughts.
Suhendi is also another person i met. ayu n aminah's schmate n gd fren too.
Farhan is also another person i met. n he taught me this phrase. "cakap salah, tk cakap pon salah" heehee. oh yah. this is dikir year 1 farhan. haha.
oh yah. another event. haha. while playing wif nicholas, i accidentally hit his specs. gosh. then it dropped. n bent. lucky i push here push there than the specs ok abit. haha. next time he must wear contacts when want to play2 wimme. muahaha.
planning wif jewelry where 2 go 2mr during the 3 hr break. still thinking. or mayb juz stay in sch. start n finish my 1209 prject. haizz. im such in deep shiet. gd luck, mielaydee.
~mielaydee~
9:49 PM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
me n wafiq;my cousin. brother to izzaty n armani. he looks at cameras in bewilderment!
the cool bridge. it made me feel as if i was in another 'world'. haha.
Palace of Justice. so called de judge's palace. its so beautiful. de front door is so BEAUTIFUL!
me n my cousin infront of de putrajaya mosque.
The B-E-A-U-tiful mosque of putrajaya. from the lakeside view.
At Genting Higlands... soo damn cold. but i purposely din wear my jacket. cool weather.
my cousin;armani. cool name huh? she's the 'ati anai gurl'. hehe. sister of izzaty, see below pic.
At Alamanda shopping ctr. adila; my niece, me, izzaty;my cousin. de starbucks there greaat! thumbs up 4 de service!
6:23 PM
::::mielaydee::::
victoria beckham? aaha. dat was wad kor said last nite. wuahaha. asian vic beckham. i guess im reali so dark till he says so. haiiz.
n now, i noe dat i can upload my pics in de entries wifout using photobucket. idiotic me. thkz 2 jason. haha. after de break, everyone looked different. i dunnoe y. mayb i tink we grew to look more matured. hehe. i miss my class alot. haiiz.
my days r numbered. haha. im gonna die soon. n i feel so lonely everyday recently. tho im arnd ppl. i still feel as if im lonely n nobody is there 4 me. de lonely path...
n... as i guessed. no one from my family is coming 4 de production. it still hurts tho i see it coming. bt nvm lahz. i still got frenz like fayyadh & wanie who r willing 2 come down n support me n de production. thkz guys. i love u wanie. thkz gurl.
~mielaydee~
6:08 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Apa maknanya impian
datang dan pergi
membawa hati menyusuri kembali
jalan-jalan sepi
kau.. kah di situ
yang menantiku
atau jelmaan detik kenangan
yang bernama pengalaman
siapakah diantara kita
dengan rela menjadi pendusta
siapakah dulu membina harapan
dan siapa yang memusnahkan impian
tanpa sebab dan alasan
kau mainkan perasaan
bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang
dan menghilang
kau bayang-bayang
masa nan silam
ada ketika terbawa-bawa
oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah
and... sarwan's bro, saiful sang dat song. i must say, he reali has a great voice. better than sarwan i guess. sorry bedah! hehe. i tink he is de second anuar zain dat i noe in my life. haha.
had drama today. woke up early wif my whole body aching. haiz. too tired i almost felt like not coming 4 rhsl. luckily i went. bt im dead beat now. assignments all not done. n still tired to do anytin. im so freakin dead! n i look so pale. my lips r blue. i duno y.
~mielaydee~
9:29 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, June 23, 2006
jeng jeng jeng. im back home. oh so god damn tired. it feels as if no matter how long i sleep, im still tired. ergh.
2mr got both drama n silat. oh my godddd! at this rate, im gonna die earlier. (nauzubillah.) slept in de gym room this morning since we all ended AAR late n went 2 7-11 to get snacks first. it was so freaking freezing wif de rainy weather n aircon of 18'C. watched "Underworld Evolution" halfway thru n surrendered. woke up at 5am to do sentry wif ruzaini while de cadets were sleepin together like sum construction workers under de block. they were suppose to sleep in bashaS. bt since it was raining, they juz slept at the classroom corridors n they all slept together squeezily when actualie the space so big. haha.
guess wad? wif me bringing a pillow along 4 sentry n lying down... i fell asleep! shit. hohoho. dats de end of me. next time, i wont. haha. so, woke up at de end of sentry at 6am n continued my slumber in de gym again. by the time me n ruz got back, kholid n ridhwan were snoring so loudly away. wth.
then woke up at 7.10am. quickly packed n left de sch wif azmin n afif. reached home, changed out n slept again. woke up around 12. prepared my uniform n rushed to AISS back. took sum pics n after de parade, went for bubble tea wif sum of the cadets n headed home. slept again. n woke up, had dinnner n now logged on de net. wad a week. n oh yah. i was sunburnt on wed, 21june while kayaking at kallang. luckily i put on a cap. if not, not onli my hands gonna be in pain still now, bt my face too. its still so red now...
Me n the Alphas.
~mielaydee~
9:38 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
now in AISS. havin Alpha Bravo Charlie camp. its so boring. unlike the traditional camp. haiz. so sad. its so stupid ah. no nite mission. haiyo. so sad. sentry. sentry??? why de F he like sentry so much? so stupid larrrz.
haiyo.had drama juz now. i dance suckily. stupid ahh. i still cant really get the dance steps for the hip hop or even de whole dance much. duno y. sorry elfi. elfi's sis, elfiqa came. she is so0o0o cute!!!! hehe...
tired. now gonna have AAR wif CO. bubye~!
~mielaydee~
11:33 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, June 19, 2006
its a boring day 4 a bored gurl 2dae. haiizz... never smsed anyone much. did nothing but read n msn-ed n blogged. went to causeway pt 4 a while. haiz.
but suddenly i thought of my past. the past that i have long buried at the back of my mind. which was actually beautiful n cheerful past. the past where i loved, lost, gained, made, broken, promised, enjoyed, joked, tied, untied and at last, ended. where many beautiful frenships were forged. never forgotten bt juz buried at the back of my mind. traumatized i was of it. happy i was about it. sad i was about it. and even cried because of it...
but now everytin is over. everyone moved on. but sumhow, i dunnoe y, a very little voice in my heart tells me that it wished everytin did not ended. that it has continued n bloomed. but of coz, it is not possible. just wishful thinking of the lil voice's part. but i admit. it is sad to see us saying gdbye to what we had held on strongly to before...
but life goes on. n it is still going on. i am happy with my life now. contented. grateful enough. though there are some other loopholes. but im grateful to God. i am still alive and living normally... nevermind about HimS...
~mielaydee~
8:53 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Sunday, June 18, 2006
helu s'pore. im back. had a great time at KL. wif cousins... rides... shopping...n etc.
bt still, i miss my home, frenz...n NYP. haha. where all the fun is. will upload pics soon. went to Genting Highlands too. bonded wif my cousins... all so cute. y i name this entry 'ati anai'? coz my second cousin, she still cant speak properly tho she is reaching 3 end of de year. so, the other time she was playing cooking so she ask me 2 taste n i asked her, wad it was. she said 'ati anai' which actualie means roti canai, or prata in s'pore terms. when other ppl kept on asking her de same question, she screamed "ati anai laaa!!!" haha. so cute.
went petaling street, putrajaya n observed KLCC at nite juz outside. its so beautiful... haiiz. too bad we didnt get a chance to go in KLCC. coz my uncle's house abit far from KL central. need 2 travel atleast 20mins. bt its still fun. get 2 go out everyday. hehe. got to eat at A&W. aha. no more in spore. wow. great experience 4 me.
ok la. im tired. bye
~mielaydee~
12:03 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, June 12, 2006
heyys. today, started off de dae damn damn damn bad. bt ended off damn damn damn nice.
early in de morning, was insulted, cursed and threatened by my dad. n he purposely talk n talk n talk till i was late 2 meet elfi. elfi was panickin n call me 13 times!!! actualie 14 or 15 times!!! wow. twice i rejected, the other times i din pick up coz my dad was down there humiliating me. makin me feel like a piece of S*%&.
then met elfi, went 4 de pizza champ challenge. my stomach gonna burst of eating too much drumlets. haha. i din eat much pizza. MAIs DONT EAT PIZZAs. then went home, too tired 2 meet shaheed.
then my sis asked me 2 help her transfer files from her thumbdrive to her SD card 4 her hp. in de end de SD card got stuck in de laptop. atfirst i told myself, i shldnt haf cancelled my outing wif shaheed, bt guess wad? i din regret at all in de end. in de noisy-ness of my sis wailing n crying n cursing me 4 her stucked SD card i was actualie sms-ing Him. so i asked Him where he tinks i can get it out.
so he suggested Causeway Pt. n he volunteered to accompany. yeay. its been a long time since we met. i miss His company. so, i reached first n asked arnd. in de end, cant. haiz. so my 2nd plan, bought de set dat has de pincers 2 pluck eyebrow. i gave it 2 Him... i dunno wad He did bt He did magic. de SD card came out. PHEW. i almost said i love Him in relieve ah. bt, cant la.
so, then went shopping, He accompanied. its fun la bein wif Him. bein wif Him is juz like bein wif Hairini, my gurl bestie, onli dat its a lil bit nicer wif Him. so, then after shopping n He carried all the things, sent me home. nice ryt 2 haf a company liddat?
n now, im blogging. still havent pack my bags, haiyo. goin 2 KL 2mr 11am!!! atleast i can wake up late abit. hehe.
ok, so long. i hate my dad n sibs. bt i still love my life. surrounded by other beautiful ppl. n, my mummy.
~mielaydee~
11:32 PM
::::mielaydee::::
heyys. today, started off de dae damn damn damn bad. bt ended off damn damn damn nice.
early in de morning, was insulted, cursed and threatened by my dad. n he purposely talk n talk n talk till i was late 2 meet elfi. elfi was panickin n call me 13 times!!! actualie 14 or 15 times!!! wow. twice i rejected, the other times i din pick up coz my dad was down there humiliating me. makin me feel like a piece of S*%&.
then met elfi, went 4 de pizza champ challenge. my stomach gonna burst of eating too much drumlets. haha. i din eat much pizza. MAIs DONT EAT PIZZAs. then went home, too tired 2 meet shaheed.
then my sis asked me 2 help her transfer files from her thumbdrive to her SD card 4 her hp. in de end de SD card got stuck in de laptop. atfirst i told myself, i shldnt haf cancelled my outing wif shaheed, bt guess wad? i din regret at all in de end. in de noisy-ness of my sis wailing n crying n cursing me 4 her stucked SD card i was actualie sms-ing Him. so i asked Him where he tinks i can get it out.
so he suggested Causeway Pt. n he volunteered to accompany. yeay. its been a long time since we met. i miss His company. so, i reached first n asked arnd. in de end, cant. haiz. so my 2nd plan, bought de set dat has de pincers 2 pluck eyebrow. i gave it 2 Him... i dunno wad He did bt He did magic. de SD card came out. PHEW. i almost said i love Him in relieve ah. bt, cant la.
so, then went shopping, He accompanied. its fun la bein wif Him. bein wif Him is juz like bein wif Hairini, my gurl bestie, onli dat its a lil bit nicer wif Him. so, then after shopping n He carried all the things, sent me home. nice ryt 2 haf a company liddat?
n now, im blogging. still havent pack my bags, haiyo. goin 2 KL 2mr 11am!!! atleast i can wake up late abit. hehe.
ok, so long. i hate my dad n sibs. bt i still love my life. surrounded by other beautiful ppl. n, my mummy.
~mielaydee~
11:32 PM
::::mielaydee::::
heyys. today, started off de dae damn damn damn bad. bt ended off damn damn damn nice.
early in de morning, was insulted, cursed and threatened by my dad. n he purposely talk n talk n talk till i was late 2 meet elfi. elfi was panickin n call me 13 times!!! actualie 14 or 15 times!!! wow. twice i rejected, the other times i din pick up coz my dad was down there humiliating me. makin me feel like a piece of S*%&.
then met elfi, went 4 de pizza champ challenge. my stomach gonna burst of eating too much drumlets. haha. i din eat much pizza. MAIs DONT EAT PIZZAs. then went home, too tired 2 meet shaheed.
then my sis asked me 2 help her transfer files from her thumbdrive to her SD card 4 her hp. in de end de SD card got stuck in de laptop. atfirst i told myself, i shldnt haf cancelled my outing wif shaheed, bt guess wad? i din regret at all in de end. in de noisy-ness of my sis wailing n crying n cursing me 4 her stucked SD card i was actualie sms-ing Him. so i asked Him where he tinks i can get it out.
so he suggested Causeway Pt. n he volunteered to accompany. yeay. its been a long time since we met. i miss His company. so, i reached first n asked arnd. in de end, cant. haiz. so my 2nd plan, bought de set dat has de pincers 2 pluck eyebrow. i gave it 2 Him... i dunno wad He did bt He did magic. de SD card came out. PHEW. i almost said i love Him in relieve ah. bt, cant la.
so, then went shopping, He accompanied. its fun la bein wif Him. bein wif Him is juz like bein wif Hairini, my gurl bestie, onli dat its a lil bit nicer wif Him. so, then after shopping n He carried all the things, sent me home. nice ryt 2 haf a company liddat?
n now, im blogging. still havent pack my bags, haiyo. goin 2 KL 2mr 11am!!! atleast i can wake up late abit. hehe.
ok, so long. i hate my dad n sibs. bt i still love my life. surrounded by other beautiful ppl. n, my mummy.
10:52 PM
::::mielaydee::::
heyys. today, started off de dae damn damn damn bad. bt ended off damn damn damn nice.
early in de morning, was insulted, cursed and threatened by my dad. n he purposely talk n talk n talk till i was late 2 meet elfi. elfi was panickin n call me 13 times!!! actualie 14 or 15 times!!! wow. twice i rejected, the other times i din pick up coz my dad was down there humiliating me. makin me feel like a piece of S*%&.
then met elfi, went 4 de pizza champ challenge. my stomach gonna burst of eating too much drumlets. haha. i din eat much pizza. MAIs DONT EAT PIZZAs. then went home, too tired 2 meet shaheed.
then my sis asked me 2 help her transfer files from her thumbdrive to her SD card 4 her hp. in de end de SD card got stuck in de laptop. atfirst i told myself, i shldnt haf cancelled my outing wif shaheed, bt guess wad? i din regret at all in de end. in de noisy-ness of my sis wailing n crying n cursing me 4 her stucked SD card i was actualie sms-ing Him. so i asked Him where he tinks i can get it out.
so he suggested Causeway Pt. n he volunteered to accompany. yeay. its been a long time since we met. i miss His company. so, i reached first n asked arnd. in de end, cant. haiz. so my 2nd plan, bought de set dat has de pincers 2 pluck eyebrow. i gave it 2 Him... i dunno wad He did bt He did magic. de SD card came out. PHEW. i almost said i love Him in relieve ah. bt, cant la.
so, then went shopping, He accompanied. its fun la bein wif Him. bein wif Him is juz like bein wif Hairini, my gurl bestie, onli dat its a lil bit nicer wif Him. so, then after shopping n He carried all the things, sent me home. nice ryt 2 haf a company liddat?
n now, im blogging. still havent pack my bags, haiyo. goin 2 KL 2mr 11am!!! atleast i can wake up late abit. hehe.
ok, so long. i hate my dad n sibs. bt i still love my life. surrounded by other beautiful ppl. n, my mummy.
10:52 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Sunday, June 11, 2006
oh well. been quite a few days since i last updated. i guess no one even reads. oh well. wadever. anyway, finally. FINALLY, He contacts me.
ok, dats bsides de point. 2mr gonna go 4 de pizza eating competition. i dunnoe aameer goin onot. i bet im gonna lose coz i dun eat pizzas. haha.
i miss joking wif Him. its been awhile since we met... miss Him la as a whole.
oh well, on friday, went to causeway point wif elf, meer, dok, bedah n sarwan. den khai joined later. n we discussed hot topics 4 de day. hehe. was fun. eventho i was angry n frustrated most of de time coz of de hot topic, it was nice talkin abt it n releasing all my anger.
i wish n pray 4 marni's mum 2 get better. oh god, pls save marni's mum for she is such a kind n nice person. insyallah~
i'm goin to KL to my uncle's house next week.. mayb from wed to sat. i will bring him(my laptop) wimme. i can nvr live wifout him. hope there will b wireless to be tapped. aameer was lucky. oh well...
~mielaydee~
7:16 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Thursday, June 08, 2006
haiiz. i guess i reali haf 2 accept reality again. reality check check check!
i gues seracenoon.
im not a perfect person...
there's many things i wish i didnt do
and i continue learning...
i never wish i had this kind of life...
and so i haf 2 say before i go...
GOODBYE... to maizatul husna.
HELLO... to annonymous laydee.
the two-sided.
~mielaydee~
11:31 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
heyluu. im so bloody tired. tired tired tired. had drama training yesterday n i guess it was de best of all i have ever attended. de dance, de skit, de frenz and most of all, the concentration game. thks kak sue 4 de concentration game.
the concentration game realli helped me alot. helped me realise the truth. made me do a realtiy check. n made me discover dat yes, im a grown gurl now. and that i should live and face up all my problems. and also learn how 2 understand other ppl.
yes, last nite i reali say everything out to khai n he too, say everytin 2 me. eventhough it was a few years ago, or wad ppl say,"in de deep past", we didnt talked abt it then. so, the grudge kind of stayed there n nvr ever left our minds. then, we were still kids, sec sch life... then, we couldnt open up enuff to talk as a girl n boy. then, we nvr thought we were gd frenz or even love each other so much as a fren. then, we were juz, schmate, clsmate, juz frenz...
now... now we realise we r frenz. veri gd frenz n dat we treasure each other. we realised we r de pillar of strength to each other. n we realise dat we matter alot to each other. n now, we understand each other's real character. n would want each other to change for the better.
yes, i love khai as my fren truly alot. n i would nvr throw our frenship away. i reali treasure him from the bottom of my heart. he means alot to me. i can nvr imagine a day wifout him bein my fren. juz like how i feel for my gurlfrenz, i feel the same abt him too. now that im faraway from my gurlfrenz, since we r so busy n in different courses, not even in the same CCA, i can onli sought to khai as my always forever fren since then...
i noe, i would never haf a good family. not even good relatives la hor... i tink its God's willing that i live in my family this way. it's His willing dat i will never taste sibling's love. or even taste the parent's softness of care n concern. i will never hear my parents saying "I love u Husna" and i will never hear my siblings say "U are my best adik"... i will never see my parents smile, proud of ALL the achievements i haf long achieved. from the best PSLE result, bein a leader in NCC, bein a student councillor and being a CLT. they would nvr feel happy n proud of me hearing ppl say they look up 2 me coz they think im a gd leader. or even b proud 2 hear ppl sayin im responsible and hardworking. determined. never.
all i ever got was juz sneering, snorting, glaring, insults and screwing. bt, i juz thank god 4 everytin. coz i noe, this is juz His willing. thkz kak sue for makin me realise this. thankz. i love u kak sue. n i love u all. my frenz. thkz 4 bein the roses and beautiful flowers in my garden of heaven...
~mielaydee~
10:37 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, June 05, 2006
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! im real sorry ppl. i didnt notice my previous post had a mistake. shit. the sentence im beginning to fall for him is not linked to the previous sentence. oh shit.im real sorrie. the sentence was meant for sumone else. walao.
i dun like khai la. not more than a fren. im so sorie. i typed de post wrongly. anyways, i was back from malacca yesterday. n the trip was so fun juz like any other trip. i love my cuzzies. as usual, i would bath the smallies n make up the biggie girls. the boys, i would wrestle wif them n go exploring. haha! like they say, "s'pore girls are not shy wif boys unlike m'sia girls"
but then. then moment i board the express bus back to s'pore.. i kept on thinking when is the next PS trg n abt all the things i did wif de PS team. =)
ok, so my cousin's wedding went smoothly. i had de chance of blessing them. hehe. my first time putting the rice n "air mawar" on their hands. bt hell, i did it wrongly abit. haha. bt nice la. so, here are sum pics taken during my trip. n i met his bro, who i havent meet for 6 yrs.... ahhh! he has grown to be a fine young man. n he looks different from he was young. totally...
Long lost cousin
me n the newly-weds
the newly weds, at my cousin hse on sunday
blueks. me n ammar ali aka dak koboy
the one in red, my fav cousin. nashreq
the very pretty bride
i pale bside her...
me n the Dak BoyS
syaqeenah nur husna and maizatul husna
me n amalina
me n dak boy
on saturday at the bride's hse
raining morning sunday
~mielaydee~
3:52 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, June 02, 2006
oh well. im still not over depression. haiz. bt 2mr im goin back 2 malacca. yeay. sumtin dat can divert my attention. i will get 2 meet nashreq my cousin. i miss him so much. he didnt reply my sms. his ppd must b low in m'sia. haha. still havent packed yet tho.
i reali love pusaka seni. i dunnoe bt i feel so happy wif them. being wif them... makes me feel im complete. i feel whole. i fit in. gosh. im flooding my eyes now. n sorry if i n khai quarrel too much. its been so since sec sch. im de one who is always angry wif him. haha.
im beginning 2 fall for hIm...
anyway, martial arts 2dayy. pictures says a thousand words...
bruises of ain n mai
simply regu
srikanda n srikandi
me n bro meow
regu freshies n shahrul blurred.
8:48 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Thursday, June 01, 2006
oh well. let me start off by saying, i guess im still not over my depression period. oh well.
anyways, this weekend i will goin back to malacca for my cousin's wedding. my uncle just passed away but too bad, we had 2 continue on wif de wedding. haiz,. i feel so sad. oh well.
monday:silat training. 4 martial arts day
tuseday:drama general meeting plus production rehearsal.
wednesday:silat training. 4 martial arts day
thursday: silat training 4 martial arts day
friday: martial arts day n jam & hop.
weekends: malacca!!
its a damn tiring week. can say weeks too la. when i take pics nowadays, i notice a BIG difference in me from starting of sch n now. its coz i look more tired, face look older n dat i haf eyebags!!!haiiz. anyway, to anyone who is goin 4 jam & hop, inform me yah. lets go together. beep me.
i dun understand y there r not much faithful guys left in this world. when i listen 2 my gurlfrenz stories n ppl's stories i juz feel sad dat things aint beautiful anymore. i feel dat the world is corrupted. wad to do, a world of technology. so upgraded. not much left of faithful guys. n gurls i guess.
met hong da in de mcdonald's canteen juz now. he was damn shocked dat he slided back from his seat, he accidentally kicked his fren n his fren spilled coffee. haha. i was laughing my ass off of coz. hehehe!
anyway, ive been thinking dat japanese or korean music is quite nice. wadever u call it. my clsmates r so into it dat im influenced too i guess. like kah wei's drawing, n sid's blog wif de songs. jason oso let me listen to this music ah. damn nice. im influenced. haha!
oh well, im so tired dat i tink i can nvr sleep enuff. there's juz so lil time 2 sleep coz there's juz so much 2 do. gonna live my teenage life as much as i can. hell wif wadever He says. i can run away from home if im cruel enuff. juz like my sis. He shld b thkful dat i wont do so. coz i shall gif him face in de family.
~mai~
11:59 AM
::::mielaydee::::
me n wafiq;my cousin. brother to izzaty n armani. he looks at cameras in bewilderment!
the cool bridge. it made me feel as if i was in another 'world'. haha.
Palace of Justice. so called de judge's palace. its so beautiful. de front door is so BEAUTIFUL!
me n my cousin infront of de putrajaya mosque.
The B-E-A-U-tiful mosque of putrajaya. from the lakeside view.
At Genting Higlands... soo damn cold. but i purposely din wear my jacket. cool weather.
my cousin;armani. cool name huh? she's the 'ati anai gurl'. hehe. sister of izzaty, see below pic.
At Alamanda shopping ctr. adila; my niece, me, izzaty;my cousin. de starbucks there greaat! thumbs up 4 de service!.jpg)