Saturday, September 30, 2006
well, woke up in de morning. 9.30am. quickly washed up n dressed up to follow mummy to geylang 2gether wif kak as n adilah. walked arnd n tot dat nothing was there much at ferst bt when it came 2 de baju kurung n kebaya... damn hot lah!!! Pink Pink Pink! wanna buy one. bt still waiting 2 see one dat i reali reali love. bought one orangy brown oreadyy. so veri de nice u noe. i tried it on n it juz fits my whole body nicely. perfectly. the cutting n all. as if it follows my measurement. except for a fact dat de bottom which was a bit long. other than dat, perfectO!
then went 2 tampines to meet mat noor n syahiid. at street 11. atlast i stepped onto my old area after 9 yrs!!! haha. so far, i have onli notice from afar. mat noor still remembers me vaguely. haha. then off we went 2 play pool at Bedok to kill time. i n mat noor had a bad day at pool. we were juz cursed n couldnt get the ball in so many times. streSSss. syahiid could easily n smoothly put in de ball. then after dat we broke fast at Bedok ctr hawker ctr. haha. i drank 2 big giant cups of drink. sheesh. n didnt finish my food. then off we went 2 de lib 2 relax n sit down. haha. then off we went to dunoe-wher-the-hell the place is, juz sat n watched ppl play soccer. then off we went home. hahaha. next up is a trip up north. =)
i dunoe wad happened during sahur juz now at the table. bt i almost broke down n cryy. wad wrong again haf i donE??? did i? haiiizz. nvm, fasting...cannot cry.
ada apa dgn cinta? ada s.a.y.a.n.g
~mielaydee~
5:46 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
wow. it was a blast juz now. Haz is so cute acting as Salina. hehe. Hairi is so comedic. bt i was tooo tired 2 reali enjoy watchin.
juz now after work i walked arnd toa payoh central wif syaFiQ while waiting 4 yan n hairi 2 meet me near my workplace. they took a bus 2 toa payoh n take train to sch wimme. then met abg an at de frontgate of school. haha. gosh he hit me saket la eh. n its like he lifted me up n my leg was like twisted seyy. aiyoh. ye lah. my fault. sori la abg. bt tk bagus tauu. tkmo uat agii laaa. plllllsss.
then went 2 sch. buka at sch. haha. it was nice to hang out wif MCG-ians. =)
im soooo tired la ehh...
im still waiting... hope dat time will come. pretty pls... patience...
~mielaydee~
11:03 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, September 25, 2006
its a small world afterall...
so much 2 blog abt. haha. bt most excited thing was i found back one of my childhood bestie.. mat noor!!! oh gosh. so excited. thru syahiid my fren, this east CLT, i found my childhood bestie. n it was nice 2 chat back wif him. tho he tries n tries 2 remember me. coz now i look so bloody different n yet so familiar to him. he does too anyway!!! haha. gonna meet up wif him soon. cant wait!
gonna take my supp paper 2mr. wish me luck... did pantry like hell 2day. wow. nvr haf i ever felt damn tired like juz now. i did pantry form 11.30am till 2.45pm. n sat till 3pm n then go home. gd thing suP Ely was nice enuff 2 let me rest. talked 2 hafiz 4 awhile. haha. we is so against the cat abuser. haha. n de cat in de paper looks like him sia. lol. cute la eh ko, hafiz.
met kak lala, kak noi n the kathira gang at de annur bazaar juz now. met ain along. i guess i will break fast wid dem on weD then.
HADY MY BOIFY WON THE S'PORE IDOL. HADY MIRZA ROCKS!
haven't i always loved u?
coz when i need u,
ure almost here...
n u always took my love for granted...
n when i tink of u...
im close to tears
coz ure always nvr here...
i still miss u... if u wanna noe...
~mielaydee~
10:49 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Sunday, September 24, 2006
ok, so sorie. 23 sept, yest was sufyan hadi ishak's n muhd farhan amran's bdae. hapi hapi bdae boys. 18 oreadyyy. anyway, it doesnt matter. u guys gt ur present n was wished by me thru sms earlier on.
n today is my dear hazhim's bdae. happi bdae bro. may u b happy always n take care of urself. lol.
ok, today is bloody tiring yet exhilirating! the combined trg was damn greeeaaat. hahaaha. reali enjoyed myself. then went to town 2 lunch n walk arnd b4 work wif elfiqa, khai, meer n wir. sori darlin fiqa, mai had 2 leave earlier 4 work. haha.
work was tiring bt fun oso. got a new fwen. n then sumtin quite happie happened. lol. ok. im damn tired. got religious class at 8am later. n its de fasting mth!!! Ramadhan!!! =)
paip bocor la eh. thkx eh. sorri Ramadhan, tk dpt layan kau mase first2 dtg. haiz
~mielaydee~
1:35 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Saturday, September 23, 2006
today marks a darn great day 4 me. im sooooo blooooooody happY!
let me start off from de veri veri beginning. i slept at 3am. haha. awoke 4 prayers at 6.30am. then thkx 2 yan again... i awoke at 7.30am! bt i gave up n went back 2 sleep arnd 8am n awoke at 9am. washed up n got ready 4 sch 2 go for my supp remedial of 1106. the lesson was interesting n at least i wasnt alone. haha.
ok then, met up wif farid n we watched 'Haunted Apartments'. the story is damn greaaaat. i tell u. u shld watch it. its similar to 'Shutter'. go watch it. ok. then paid my bill, met wif an old pri sch fren, zulhilmi. bought eyeliner... met eliana. then off we went off to Bugis Village. de 4 of us. reached Bugis, withdrew money n me n eli started to 4get de world.
we juz went round n looked 4 nice clothes, asked 4 de price n juz buy n buy. i spent sooo much. haha. oh ya. b4 we went to Bugis, we dropped at Orchard to Far East Plaza for awhile n then to Heerens n guess waD?
I BOUGHT THOSE HAVANAS TREKKING SANDALS!!!!!!!!
hurray 4 mai! yahooo!!! bt then now she's broke after spendin on tops n those sandals. n of coz, after paying her bill which is as high as Mt. Ophir. lucky nt yet like Everest. then met up wif wir, jannah, khai, meer, elfi. we went off to the Kampong Glam thingy concert. b4 it started, we all went round de bazaar for sum food. i was starving n stupidly bought a burger from this stall. nt dat pro-ly cooked bt it was nice still. khai bought drinks, when i had juz bought a drink 4 myself. nvm. then khai bought sum mee goreng. sedapp ah. i tink i ate his mee more than my burger. haaha!
it was nice havin khai back wif us. i miss bein angry wif him. haha! siao. k then we watched de show. it was greaaaat. n c'mon la!!! they sang 2 of se songs dat both me n Elf duet at Afiq's house at de starting of de show. 'Keliru' n 'Hanya Memuji'. at first was 'Keliru' n i was like "Elf, remember this song? we did a duet on it" n Elf was smiling n nodding. Then strait after dat was 'Hanya Memuji' n this time, Elf was like "MAI!!! its the song we duet too la eh!!!" n i was de one laughing n nodding. 5!!!
Hyrul Anwar is officially BOTAK! haha. n Fuad Rahman is sooooo cool. Rima Melati can sing better than Norfasarie!!! n Azyza's voice is my dream voice!!! arggh. Damn. n now, Elfi has a hotter celeb in his heart, Rima...! haha. then the show ended wif guess wad? Fuad n Man Toyak singing 'Mentera Semerah Padi'! haha. we were like... thkx eh! production song! i was like laughing all the way la. couldnt take it nymore man.
then we went off b4 10 bcoz actualie 4 viewers there, the concert was till 10pm. wif roslan shah, amy mastura n rahimah rahim performing. then the rest went 2 lepak bt i went hm. need to rest n dont want my mum 2 worry again.
n guess waD? i met Cupcake! my long lost bestie from Sea HQ Specs!!! gosh. we were like huggin infront of de train entrance. then we said "ok, we better go in first" haha. then we hugged again.
n we talked n we talked n we talked. i miss u Cupcake. Sweetiepie misses Cupcake.
then while talkin i met hairini. on de other door. she didnt wanna join me n gave me a mid finger. haaha. thkx gurl. i gave her one back. haha. its de new way of sayin hi. haha. n then met vedha n gokila. my batt was flat n vedha n hairini sms-ed me. no wonder a sudden bit of cold shoulder.
but all in all...
today is helluva greeaaaaat day man. Chheeerrrios.
~mielaydee~
12:09 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, September 22, 2006
i dont mind. haha. serious. im cool. ;) tho i dun understand y. bt its ok. ku sedari.
ok, after work, went to check my pay. n wow. it was alot. syukur alhamdulillah. thks to ALLAH. then kef wanted 2 eat at mac. so me, farid, mariam n kef ate at mac n took last train home. it was fun out wif them. kef went down at khatib. then farid left me at admiralty. no, its de other way round. i left him. haha! jahat. tknk antar org alik! tkper...
went home at 1am. got the normal routine of lecture. same old thing over n over again. n now, i cant sleep. jus sms-ing farid. he cant sleep too. haahaa.
bt later gt sch! haf 2 reach atleast by 10.30am seyyy. n cant wait 4 combined trg of MCG 2mr! yan, hairi, abg zul! jgn buih!!!! abg an, tk leh harap la lu! =p
n cant wait 2 go bugis to shop shop. im gonna buy dat havanas hiking sandals!!! yeahhhs. cant wait cant wait cant wait.
n i miss hazhim. he is gonna fly off soon. tata fwen... =( take care n haf a safe journey to n fro.
oh goody... im olryt now. =) mai is back on track! ready? set? GOOOOOOO....!!!
ever so fun-loving... mai aka mielaydee! cheers. ;)
~mielaydee~
1:53 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Thursday, September 21, 2006
woke up early in de morning by a call from my colleague. her mum called 2 ask help from me coz she wants 2 resign. more n more ppl r resigning. i m gonna too.
then after the call, i suddenly felt sad. i dunoe. i felt a sudden loss in me. y? im ok ryt? im nt sad ryt? i dunoe... im okay! =/
then another call came in. aiyoooo. haha. tot i could go back 2 sleep. bt then yan called 2 ask help 2 check his attchmt schedule n ward. he always makes me feel stupid. 4 declining my mother's wishes of seeing me as a nursing student. yan made me haf interest in nursing... k, nt onli him oso la. quite a few of my members r nursing stud... like abg an, abg zul, ibrahim, hairini n all... ok stop it mai. haiz.
i guess if i reali cant cope wif IT, i haf 2 go into nursing. bt i guess i can cope wif IT. onli dat im juz reali disappointed n confused y my 1106 got an F. n bcoz of it, my GPA is horrible! truly horrible! haiz.
everytym that happens, i will fall sick. wif flu, wif headache. n my lips run dry n sore. if i eat spicy or hot food, it will sting my lips. ouchhh.
gonna b a gd gurl n stay at hm b4 goin 2 work 2dae. gonna clean, cook, watch vcd n accompany my mum at hm till i go to work...
im still so sad... hmmmz. i duno la. gt no mood.
bt anyway, i reali had a fun day out wif eed in de early part yest... love eed to bits n pieces. love u darling. we always clique well. haha. eed is de onli bestie i still go out n contact wif from my previous job. i guess we were meant to b gd frenz 4ever. juz like dil n me. haha.
n actualie, out wif de MCG-ians were great la. damn great. sori la guys. i was reali sensitive la last nite. still am actualie. haha. im still gonna play jump in de box. heehee.
aameer: u say the darndest things.
khai: im gonna b a gd gurl. haha!
wir: sori la
elfi: =)
dya: sori n =)
~mielaydee~
10:23 AM
::::mielaydee::::
thks eh ppl. 4 makin my day. tot it would end nicely. bt oh wells. nvm. guess warning isnt enuff. its nt de first time. bt oh well. i realise who i am...
n thkx mum. 4 wishin me wadever u did these past few days. if u hope so much i'll b liddat. insyallah tuhan izinkn. a mum's prayer. will always b granted. anyway, thkx so much 4 encouraging me 2 bcome more ignorant. makin me feel like i dun wanna come home nymore.
n to u, im still missing u. bt i guess at the same time, i also dun wanna see u. period.
to kak sue, n everyone who tinks so... no, im nt attached. im single mingle jingle. mayb u guys see so liddat. bt no la. no.
i so want to buy those dresses at bugis. cant wait 4 pay day. n on fri, to kampong glam. n i want sum seisha...! or better, laughing gas!!!
im gonna try b a gd gurl... b sweet n more laydee-like... oh myy! dats a great challenge!
~mielaydee~
12:25 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
gosh. my results r damn bad!!! i got a friggin F for 1106! 1106?!!! no way ryyt? impossible siaaaa. ergh. damn la.
bt then my mum n fidott said dat i shld b able 2 make it 4 de supp paper since im doin okay. so i gt nothin 2 worri abt. oryt then. haiz. im tryin 2 calm myself now.
i miss sumone so much. i reali miss dat sumone. bt wad to do... haiz. n im falling sick soon. n i dun feel like werking anymore bcoz its takin more n more of my mental capacity. so, im gonna b stressed up more than usual i guess... i duno lahz.
gonna go out 2day. bt duno where. haiz.
i miss u... so much
~mielaydee~
9:26 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
gosh. im tired. n broken.
bt the day was great. hanging out wif my bestie.
karaok-ing.
lepak-ing.
cook-ing.
eat-ing.
sleep-ing.
laz-ing.
n many more. haha. im so sleepy dat i can fall asleep now. bt i wanna wait 4 results at 12md. im very afraid n nervous. oh gosh. wad if i fail?!!! i noe i will. esp C Maths. haiiiz. how how how? n this whole week is so boring. the plans r so bored. :( im so sad. n im missing sumone. bt wad can i do... haiiz. nvm la...
i love everyone! mwah mwah!
~mielaydee~
10:31 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, September 18, 2006
korg gewek ah. thkx 4 de jamming session aameer, yus, an N elfi. wir n eliana was there too. haha.
i can say, aameer is damn good on the guitars. yus shld realli stick to drums. N an, pls dun 4get ur promise to learn 2 b gd on bass n lead. haha. bt overall, u guys can reali make a band. wif elfi on de lead, nt bad ah. or u guys want me? hehe. or mayb us both? haha. bt it was cool singing wif elfi. tho mayb we reali need 2 tune our pitches on de same channel. i guess elf went high bcoz i was high. he had 2 catch up wimme. bt it was damn great wif u guys.
fasting month coming up soon. gonna b busy wif work, helpin out at the mosque's stalls n school. hmmm. n oso, the upcomin hari raya production. haiiiz.
guess im gonna b in de ignorant mood 4 a long time. its either i'll b ignorant or irritating. dats my 2 moods as for now. gd luck ppl. no more miss nice laydee...
im so tired. i can sleep till next week! n nvr wake up. haha! bluff sia. bt i overslept this morning. alarm at 8.30am bt i self awoke at 8.45am i duno y. my biological clock woke me up i guess. rushed to bathe n everytin. went work alone. lucky reached 10.30am. relaxed abit n then started work. did pantry again. this time cleared rubbish, mopped n swept. ely helped me along. haha. siao la dat women. bt i love her. ok la. im tired. adioz.
when u gif dat to me, i'll gif even worse than dat, right back at ur faCE! nigga...
~mielaydee~
11:40 PM
::::mielaydee::::
should i whisper or should i wail?
i seriously dun understand my situation now. im a confused n broken gurl i guess. bt dun wori, im always strong n standing. i wont fall. i will always find courage sumwhere out there 2 b my true self. guess i owe it all to all my frenz who r always there 4 me.
i realie realie need more doses of NCC. it will keep me goin on in life. i seriously realise how seriously i love NCC so much. b it politics or disagreements dat will happen in camps or events, i still love NCC. dats de spice in NCC dat keeps me goin. the politics n disagreements make me want to create peace more. find every single reason to tink dat its childish to show ur ego. c'mon la. everyone is still human. we r all de same. character isnt based on the group of ppl u r from. its u urself dat makes de difference. i dun see a reason in disliking each other for juz sum reasons. we shld love each other. haha. spread the love ppl!!!
i love my frenz. i reali do. i will enjoy every single moment with them. dats a promise! n i love n miss goin home from work wif Eliana. haha. i miss her funny laughter which nvr fails 2 make me laugh. i miss Hairini's critismS. the way we critic each other. haha. n the way we show each other we actualie care. i miss u gurlfren. i wanna go shoppin wif u. i miss holding hands wif u. ;)
i miss Asyafaah youth. the youth is so quiet now. well, de fasting mth is getting nearer. cant wait 2 meet kak lala, kak noi n family... spending time to break fast at Annur... gettin excited.
while posting this out, i recieved an sms from Elfi. n i guess i needed it. it was so sweet of Elfi... yeap, i guess wadever it is, Allah will always b de one who makes me smile, grant me health n wealth n all the love i can ever get. thkx Elfi. i love u boi.
i guess Allah misses me. its been a long time since i was close to Allah. i onli tink abt de world. bt i shld b grateful for the life n breath he gives me. i shld b happy dat forever, when de world hates me, i still got Allah by my side. yea. even if i dun get real love, i get it from the All-Mighty.
haha. at work juz now, tho it was so busy, Sup Ely n me were fooling arnd. its fun bein frenz wif her. she's damn nice. she asked me 2 write on de paper to Hafiz this :
"who do u want?
a.Ely
or
b.Mai
circle ur answer."
n i passed it to Sonia to pass to Hafiz. n guess wad de reply was?
BOTH =)
haha.
advice of de day : flirting keeps u healthy.
take care n adioz ppl!
~mielaydee~
12:40 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Saturday, September 16, 2006
work was damn tiring. non-stop hits from de call master. siaooZ.
knocked off later than supposed to. then went on to ECP to meet dil. had fun i guess tho i was tired. then i went off earlier. pics will say a thousand words. will upload soon.
~mielaydee~
9:58 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, September 15, 2006
you,
we had connection, n i guess we still do.
u had a feeling u will see me. n u did strait away.
i guess our connection can never break.
i guess we can b back 2gether again... (:
you,
so sweet, nice n thoughtful...
u open up a chance...
you,
make me feel happy n angry at the same time...
bt i still long 4 u...
~mielaydee~
11:22 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Thursday, September 14, 2006
woke up early by an early sms. couldnt go back 2 sleep after dat. im so tired n letarghic man... cant take it. i need sleep. wif no disturbance.! please.
im still tinkin. shld i or shldnt i? or shld i juz leave it as it is?
wads up wif monkey n snake?
haiiya. stop it la. sumbody rescue monkey from snake can?
snake so evil.
~mielaydee~
10:55 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
most girls want a man wif the ching ching
but i want a man wif the mean green
i juz want real love...
most girls want a man wif de ching ching
don wanna dance if u cant b
everythin dat i dream of,
a man dat undastands real love
im still confused. im confused. its veri confusing n funny. bt hey, it was sweet. the video was sweet. haha.
veri tired man. so damn tired these few days. i miss bein around MCG ppl. Andayu ppl. i prefer Andayu then CSC. haha. duh~!
i miss u...
~mielaydee~
11:22 PM
::::mielaydee::::
watched forbidden siren on mon. went out wif PS to visit dya in nuh on tue. n im tired now. blog again soon. bye.
i want those slipperS!
~mielaydee~
1:20 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Sunday, September 10, 2006
i need sleep. bt when i reach home, i always end up doin sumtin else. gosh.
anyway, i look chubbier now. since my hair is flat. cant wait 4 2mr. gonna go outz wif frenz at last. gonna enjoy walking around then. bt still tinking wad 2 do. mayb catch a movie? i dunoe...
i miss everyone in Pusaka Seni. haiiz.
gonna b more active in NCC i guess. bcoz after SSC... i realise how much i loved NCC. n the love rekindled again.
but no, my love wont rekindle 4 u ever again. u hurt me so much.
off to work soon. starting at 5pm. cant i dun work bt still get paid? pls.... haha. everybody will start slapping my face soon i guess. haha. stop bein nonsensical mai!
~mielaydee~
2:03 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, September 08, 2006
i juz finished SSC. wow. it was a real thrill 2 me. as in, it reali brought me back down to earth, made me 4get my probs n reali made me b on de job. a great distraction. bt sumhow, it made ties of relationship 2 b patched, made n too bad, one to b broken.
haha... smsed too much last nite. n sum ppl juz got no shame n gave me bdae reminder 22 days b4 his bdae. haha. n force me 4 a present. wad de heckS. amir hamzah gilaa.
gosh, now i feel like eating alot. bt i guess i will cut down 2mr. bcoz i juz miss real food. camp food juz suckz la. its nothing compared to food outside n esp mummy's cooking. haha.
went out wif ammarah, hafiz, jeremy, eugene, jin chuan n DAVEN (at last, lao jiao) to causewaypt for food n then went Metro n John lil to hunt 4 JC's n Eugene's formal wear. while after dat i bought 2 bottoms from Zone. b4 dat took a look at havanas, source n overland sandals... i dun tink i need sandals 4 now. can buy next time ah.
off for some more munchy session, tv n sleeeeeeep!
juz got paid... wednesday nite... boooty shaking... im enjoying it... hahaha.
8:50 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
its been a few days since i blog. was it? haha. ok, im now in camp. i wanted to blog yest nite bt was too sleepy n fell asleep. 2dae still sleepy n tired. worst, stressed up.
a big responsibility held by me. bt i haf 2 take it... haha. a PC...
im so tired n i miss school. i miss my fren, i miss goin out n spending money... i wanna shop shop n shop till i drop...
i miss us...
~mielaydee~
10:28 PM
::::mielaydee::::
10:28 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, September 04, 2006
im addicted to the song me n u. haha. duno y de hell.
n 4 de ppl commenting abt my green eyes... thkx eh. haha! well, juz look into the green eyes, u will find de sorrow dat she had been thru n is goin thru. n look at her smile... it actualie shows how happy she used to be. bt her smiles now are all deceptive.
ok... gonna b a busy week this week. gonna b 'outstationed' haha. camp la. dun miss me ok? wuhahaha. n i haf sum great plans 2 do at nite. SSC, here i come. cant wait 4 de late nites, scoldings... trainings n de hot sun. haha. de sweaty no.4... i miss NCC. haiiz.
n to ppl... stop worrying abt me. im fine. im still alive. k? im not dead yet... haha. (:
waiting 4 khairul to get back from OBS... lol. i hope he is fine. wondering wad he is goin thru now... i will pray 4 his safety.
~mielaydee~
10:50 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Saturday, September 02, 2006
k, im bored wif nutin to do b4 work. work is at 5pm. n im meeting a fren at 2pm. bt i dunoe how the day will go so...
i havent even decided whether i wanna meet my fren. kind of lazy 2 go out earlier. got no mood to eat, no mood to do anytin. i need 2 do sumtin 2 cheer myself up like i used to last time. i guess i dun haf enuff injections of ncc anymore. i need ncc 2 pick myself up man. dat is where my anger, problems is lost n i find joy. i miss ncc. cant wait senior spec course. n nobody will stop me from goin 4 it... n i will accompany dear ammarah. dun wori syg....
currently in a state of confusion too. duno wad to do wif my life. it seems like poly life is boring after all. i guess its due to too much freedom. its like by the time a few months past by, u haf olready done everytin legal dat u ever could. of coz, except for clubbing n driving. now, come to tink of it, i duno whether i want to step into a club when im able to. haha.
read in the malay papers recently abt this gurl. in m'sia. this gurl n 4 other guys met in a fatal accident. de driver is in coma n all de rest passed away. n the gurl's mum was actualie the security guard of de hospital dat her fren was rushed in to. to top things up... she actualie ran away from home a week b4 de accident. imagine how devastated her mum is!!! after knowing her daughter ran away from home, a week later, u noe she's gone forever.... never make ur mum cry...
coincidentally, last nite while i was brushing my teeth b4 sleep, i was thinking wad would happen if i were to commit suicide n jump down from let's say... 9th floor. bcoz after hearing taufiq's story abt his fren who did n still survived, it kept me thinking...
i dun tink i wil survive... n knowing myself... i will even b very afraid to fall from the 9th floor. bt mayb i will? n if i do.. i imagined myself feeling de impact of falling... hearing de cries of my mum "how could u ever do such a thing?" getting the wrath from ALLAH for commiting suicide... a BIG sin. n so, i revert back 2 reality n cross out dat thought from my mind.
so i started thinking of wad's next. dat i could do...
~mielaydee~
12:13 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, September 01, 2006
haha. realised i havent been blogging 4 de past few days. haha.
ok, i have been working, n i went for nad's chalet... went thru hardships wif my gurlfrens by my side. thks gurls n darlings... i love u. n thkx 4 listening taufiq... haha. tho u gila n always like 2 kacau me... make me merajok. tkper. kau kan mat m'sia dokz. bluek.
k, work was fun bcoz there was taufiq, muzz n elly. taufiq kept on disturbing me. n muzz kept on disturbing me from across the room. playing shooting. haha. makin funny faces... haha. n taufiq keep on beating me. pinching me. mcm bdak kecik, dun wan fren me lar... haha. gila...
k then went for break wif uncle samie, shera n muzz. ate chicken rice. muzz was sleepy n went off home, shera went 2 de lib during our break, me n uncle sami went to the lounge room to relax abit. then went in at 5pm...
went home a lil after 9pm... so tired... starting life afresh from todayy... haha.
im tryin 2 keep my promise to kak sonia... i'll try 2 not talk 2 dat selfish bugger jerk ok? (:
~mielaydee~
10:43 PM
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