Wednesday, October 18, 2006
MOVED
4:39 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, October 16, 2006
wow. it was a great weekend.! n very tiriing ah. dun noe wad 2 blog on fri n was so tired practically slept the whole day...
saturday:
woke up on my own 4 sahur! surprising gilaa! haha. n even ate!!! wow. stylle sey. then cleaned de table, washed the dishes. then solat. then couldnt sleep, chatted wif an kecik n dlwded hari raya songs upon his request. haha. then my cousin n her daughter came 2 bake kueh tart wif my mum. then couldnt sleep bcoz of my niece. then along came my cousins when i was juz abt 2 fall asleep after my niece went out of my room. wif de noise, i fell asleep 4 awhile. then wir called at abt 11.15 2 ask me 2 meet de gang by 11.30. in de end i was left out since they had 2 reach sch first. lol.
had rehearsal 4 awhile n then we all went 4 iftar at makmur restaurant. i missh u laarrr. then we went 2 Geylang!!! n i felt so tired n went off earlier. reached home n slept all the way.
sunday:
woke up 4 sahur for juz a drink of plain water. n then couldnt take my fatigue, i slept all the way till 2pm! my mum was sooooo angry wif me 4 nt wakin up 4 my religious class! n i had exam!!! guess im gonna fail. its 2 paperS! dammnn. nvm. haiz. all myself 2 blame. then washed abit dishes after wakin up n got ready 4 iftar wif de silat members. met ain at jurong East mrt stn. i miss her alot! those who were there were me, ain, shuhadah, atiqah, rafie, azlina, shoe, azrie, shahrul, fadhil, sub, izat, yayat n fanana, anuar n sri, wan n de GF, rafeah n fiza!
then some of them went off n de rest of us went to clark quay at fat bird 2 lepak2. gerekkk!!! maha gerekkk!!! n istillmishuuuuu then we went off at arnd 10pm. haha. anuar n sub all the way talkin abt their business while me n the rest sung, take pics n all. on the train home, had a very hot topic 2 talk abt 2 anuar. it was nice ahh. haha. at least he understands.
2mr start school!!! yeayyness. haha. not bored anymo. gonna do my best in Sem 2.! wish me luck. n thkx fadhil 4 de talk. =)
i sooo mishh u
~mielaydee~
12:12 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Thursday, October 12, 2006
reading thru some of my mates' blogs... wow. there so much im missing out on i realised. mostly i miss out alot of NCC's events. gosh, how i wish i was more active n hyper like de gd old days. bt sumtimes, when i tink n look at how NCC is now, i feel lazy to go. i feel like NCC is different. hmmmsh.
oh wells, yest went for the Hari Raya production rhsl. it was fun. had mC's for breaking fast. the laughter n de irritated feelin of dok was such a stress reliever. haha. khai played de chords for 'my heart' while me, jannah, wir n elly sung our hearts out! haha. then i had my scene to rehearse. k, it was my first time rehearsing n wif elfi too. n i didnt memorise my script. nvr even read thru it. haha. sowwie. bt in de end i guess it was okkay. bcoz i instilled my energy towards my character. bt the funny part was when An kecik said his line about me n the reaction dat elfi as my husband gave. it was sooo funny la eh.
n then there was de blurr n deaf tok penghulu. hahaha! n the cute salina. who was sick n tired after attchmt yest. kecian haz. thkx 4 de ride home haz.
early this morning, recieved an email from DC CPT Oliver abt a Youth Expedition Programme to India. its in Dec. i tot of going. its free n its experience & knowledge r priceless. i tink i shld go. bt i will give it a long thought again. coz i tot of going to other countries instead. bt now itself is an open opportunity.
Gosh, i miss my boys n gurls. wonder how they r doing. waiting 4 them to resume trg oready. hurry up la. ma'm wont haf any more time when sch starts. miss u guys!!!
im missing u badly...
~mielaydee~
12:03 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
feeling lifeless currently. gt mood 4 nutin... goin 4 drama rhsl later... cant wait. atleast i can do sumtin. i dun miss working. bt i miss bein busy. i miss NCC!!!! aRRRRRRRRRRgh. i miss miss miss NCC. n i miss silat! i even dreamt jogging around de sch's track wif de silat ppl.
i miss bein rugged. i miss bein single. (sorri) coz i miss doin rough activities n pretending 2 b a boi. i miss rock climbing, i miss kayaking. i miss screaming my throat out durin NCC. i miss giving commands 4 drills. i miss my sec sch days. i miss fina. i miss nadiah. i miss hairini. i miss laughing out loud at de lamest jokes by nadiah. bt most of all, i miss U!!!
i miss u. alot.
~mielaydee~
12:31 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Beratnya rasa hati nak melangkah pergi
Tetapi apakan daya aku terpaksa
Buat kali terakhir inginku mengucapkan
Semoga dirimu berbahagia selalu
Tentang diriku ini terserah padaMu tuhan menentukan
Tak perlu kau bertanya ke mana kupergi
Pandailah aku menjaga diriku ini
Sekali kumelangkah oh biarlah kuteruskan
Perjalanan ini walaupun sendirian
Hanya tuhan yang tahu duka lara hidupku ini
Tak terkata aduhai sayang
Kumasih lagi teringat bicaramu yang terakhir
Pedihnya hingga menikam kalbu bisanya
Selamat tinggal sayangku
Selamat tinggal kasihku
Aku terpaksa pergi dahulu
Kerana terluka hati ini
Kiranya tempias membasahi jendelamu
Itulah airmata yang jatuh di pipiku
Kiranya sang bayu menyentuhi paras wajahmu
Oh itulah rinduku yang menyebut namamu
Setelah kian lama tak jumpa
was there any wrong move? y did i feel dat there is somethin nt right?
~mielaydee~
12:21 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Di sini.. Kau dan aku..
Terbiasa bersama..
Menjalani kasih sayang..
Bahagia Kudenganmu..
Pernahkah.. Kau mengintai..
Hari paling indah..
Ku ukir nama kita berdua..
Di sini syurga kita..
Bila kita mencintai yang lain..
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar..
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang..
If we love somebody could we be this strong..
I will fight to win our love will conquer all..
I wouldn't risk my love..
Even just one night..
Our love will stay in my heart..
My heart..
woke up damn late 2dae. arnd 12pm if nt mistaken. then i cleaned up my room, tidy up my cupboard n rest. didnt noe cleaning my cupboard can b damn tiring... bt yeaY, atlast i completed my long time task. almost terbatal pose in de train while on the way 2 bugis. ye la. sabar.. naseb tk bocOr.
then washed up n went out to meet elly, muz n fiq at Bugis. walked around 4awhile. then we head off to geylang 2 break fast. joined by 2 of muz n fiq's frenz, syasya & nura. 2 veri nice gurls... veri sweet la theyy. me n elly ate nasi ayam penyet. ke penyek? haha. we went hunting 4 muz's n fiq's baju raya. then joined by muz's cuzzie, putra. is it? i tink so, dats his name. haha. n i tink i met fuad rahman n this other guy celebrity which i cant put his name 2 his face. haha. n on de train, another celeb. this chi guy. veri de handsome. cant recall.
feel so tired. reached hm at abt 11.45pm is it? cant recall. so tiredd.
there's only one word. trust.
Di kamar awan yg kelabu
Seakan ku hilangkan rindu
Membawa kenangan semalam
Semua tuk' bersamamu
Terasa indahnya dunia
Saat kita masih bersama
Tempuhi kenangan yg silam
Membuatku terlena
Bila rindu.. ku sebut namamu
Bila resah.. menyesak di dada
Bila rindu.. ku panggil namamu
Bila resah.. gelisah terasa
Kemanakah hati kan ku bawa
Kau ku nanti di hujung rindu dan bertemu di dlm khayalan
Kan ku nanti di puncak rasa
Asmara kita membakar jiwa
ku berikan hati ini kepadamu..kekasihku..
~mielaydee~
1:06 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Sunday, October 08, 2006
took MC again 2dae. this time im down wif flu n bad throat. must b de stupid haze. burnt $25 at Banyan Clinic. oh well, main thing is i get better. bt im still fasting. i'll juz eat de medicine once a day.
then slept till syg msged me. awaken n then gave him a call. so noisy his house 2dae. gt special appearance of 2 badOts from dunow which circus they escaped from. haha. then he wanted 2 sleep plak. the moment abt to put the phone down my fren called. i was juz thinkin of sleepin back. then had a chat 4 awhile. helped mum peel of taugeh's butt off while talkin. then peeled boiled egg's skin. then went out to causeway pt 2 find sumtin 2 spend on. bought black pepper chicken from cold storage, carrot cake, cheese hotdog n dadih from the bazzar.
saw iskandar ismail sing his throat out. haha. fasting still sing liddat. aiyo. i dun where he gt the energy from seyy. bt i still like elfie ismail better. the bro. not our PS NYP elfi ah. haha. k, then took de bus home. met one of my SSC cadet. hakim his name? i tink. the one i cut the hair till so uglY. hahah. i laughed to myself in de bus after walkin past him n sat down at one of de seats at de back. haha. i was shocked n wide-eyed 2 see him. he was sniggering duno 4 god noes waD. i jz said heluuuu.
reached hm, n here i m blogging. overall it was nice nt workin. i guess i wont b workin anytime sooner. haha.
sayangi daku, peluklah daku, janji dgnku semailah cinta nan satu... -siti,cahaya cinta-
~mielaydee~
6:39 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Saturday, October 07, 2006
damn tired today n hate the weather. nonetheless the day was great. njoyed it wif syg. went to work from 11-3pm 2dayy. had a buddy again. tired laa. then after work met him at paya lebar. off we went hunting 4 my baju pink!!! it was a difficult search 4 me. i almost cried sey givin up. thkx dear 4 accompanying me!
dear was sweating alot n oready so tired. n i, de bloody fool keep on tripping on him. ye la. he wear shoe. i wear slippers. haha. then we met aBg aN!!! haha. was damn shocked. coz me n him heard someone shouting "YAN!!!" haha. then i saw abg. jahat tol. jerit name yan. tknk jerit mai. thkx eH!
in de end i bought this pink kebaya i reali liked. tho it was abit big bt its shoulder n chest part was juz nice 4 me. can alter abit. then after dat, bought capal 4 syg. then bought sum drinks n food. the cheese hotdog.
haha. n we broke fast in de train. haha. wib de help of dila. thkx gurl, 4 callin me 2 tell me can break fast. then went home.
walked home from the mrt stn as usual. n gosh!!! it was damn hazy!!! n de smell so pungent. my face was cramped all the way. haha
ok la. im tired n done blogging.
mishing u, loooving u. thkx 4 everytin... (=
~mielaydee~
10:10 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Friday, October 06, 2006
with every breathe i take,
i picture u in my mind...
with every step i take,
my heart beats for u...
loving u more each day....
yes i am...
oh wells. got an MC. he panicked when i told him wad de doc told me. dun wori darling, im gonna b fine. no matter wad, im always here 4 u... dun u worie sweetie. bt i myself m worried. bt its gonna b nutin. nutin 2 worrie abt. well, broke fast at dila's juz now. it was a nice day wif her. lending her bed 2 me. wuhahahaha! love u too dila! bt nt as much. hehe. bluEks.
~mielaydee~
9:38 PM
::::mielaydee::::
gosh. tired of work yesT. so tiring. till i fall siCk. haiiz. im so tiredddd...
bt it was nice after work laz nite. wished it nvr ended...
loving u more each day... am i?
~mielaydee~
9:44 AM
::::mielaydee::::
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Bukalah hatimu untuk diriku
Sebelum cinta hilang
Seperti bintang kupuja dirimu
Seperti malam datang
Yakinkan cintamu kepadaku
Agar aku bisa memiliki
Setulus hatiku mencintai dirimu
Lupakanlah semua mimpi-mimpi
Walaupun bayangnya menghantui
Yang kadang ingin selalu memilih cinta
Katakan bila hatimu tak bisa
Memberi cinta yg indah
Jangan memaksakan ingin yg lain
Tunggulah cinta memanggil
Bukalah hatimu untuk diriku
Sebelum cinta hilang
Aku hanya ingin cinta itu pasti
Jangan ada lagi keraguan
Aku hanya ingin cinta yg abadi
Seperti air
'Stay Alive' was greaaat. all thru the show i was holdin on my breath. hahaha. it was so suspense killing n thrilling. 5 thumbs-up! hehe.
stick wif u...
~mielaydee~
11:12 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
sia sia sudah
kita jalin cinta
bila hati
slalu berbeda
sampai kapan lagi
ku harus menahan
rasa kecewa di dlm dada
senadainya kita masih bersatu
tk mungkin kan menyatu
walao masih ada sisa cinta
biarkn saja
berakhir sampai di sini
tiada lagi yg ku harapkn
tiada lagi yg ku impikan
biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu
tiada lagi kata cintamu
takkan lagi ku bersama mu
biarku simpan semua
kenanganku bersama mu
-amy search-
~mielaydee~
5:18 PM
::::mielaydee::::
woke up at abt 10 plus by the phone. watched sum tv. cartoons. wuhahaha! its been a long time since i watched cartoons. x-men was nice!!! the only cartoon i concentrated the most on.
then here i am blogging n msn-ing. im gonna go to sleep again soon. tired ah. need 2 recuperate 4 de many time i lack sleep. i need my beauty sleep. i'll blog agaIN 2Dae i guess. toodles doo.
for who u are, i thank you...
~mielaydee~
12:52 PM
::::mielaydee::::
Monday, October 02, 2006
woah. im veri tired n shagged.
saturday:
woke up early in de morning. bt still, woke up late. washed up. n met de notherners. seems like ppl is wearin black n white all de time 4 MCG. i was too tired again 2 enjoyed n the scences juz touched my heart ah. wonderin wads gonna happen 2 me in de future. in 3 weeks time. durin hari raya. haiiz. then went 2 bugis wif de boss, de abg, wirna, fadhil, zai, ayul, yazid, hairi n afiq. a nyonya dat afiq talked to slapped my butt when i stood up 2 walk. i was sittin bside her n was playin game on de hp. aiyo. paiseh la she slap my butt!
then went to bedok. took a bus there. i slept the whole journey there ah! so comfy mahh. yela, ade bantal tersedia perr. wuhahaha. then after droppin down oso still we took another bus 2 simpang bedok to break fast. it was nice breaking fast together. lets see if i can remember...
yazid n zai: nasi briyani, chicken n mutton respectively
fadhil n hairi: nasi pattaya
wirna n me: horfun
ayul: nasi goreng
yan: nasi sambal ayam goreng
abg: kuey teow pattaya
afiq: aku tak tau ape kau makan. soweee.
then took a bus (AGAIN!) to EastPoint to see rusydi perform. a percussion group. cool la ehhh. geweekkk. then went home in a taxi. tired...
sunday:
worked in de morning. till nite. 1 hr break onli!!! gosh. didnt eat well. after work, took a long walk down memory lane. it was nice. tho i was sooo tired. haha. juz happy. =)
n now im here, gonna go 2 sleep soon. gd nyt.
totali tired n outZ. all misunderstandings comes 4 a reason. face it or lose it.
~mielaydee~
12:34 AM
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